Innocuous World

The Great Escape.

2010-03-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I made a new blogspot account. (:

CLICK ME.

That's where I'll be updating from now on. Feel free to drop by. (:

- Lis

formspring.me

2010-01-30T13:29:00.001+08:00

Wanna know a secret? :> http://formspring.me/lisflo

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2010-01-26T20:53:00.001+08:00

Mare! Super fun isaw bonding! Haha. Finally, nagkita-kita na tayo! :))

Mareng Gellie! <3 Yea, finally! Haha. Happy day! <3 Actually, akala ko matatagalan pa bago tayo makapag-bonding. Sana sa Adhoc uli. Hihi. :>

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formspring.me

2010-01-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

What would be the best thing about being a vampire?

Immortality and...having other special abilities. Except the sparkling part. :P LOL

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2010-01-23T17:46:00.001+08:00

What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?

Letting my heart rule over my head.:|

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2010-01-22T20:30:00.001+08:00

what's your favorite party song?

As of now, TikTok by Ke$ha. ;)

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formspring.me

2010-01-22T20:28:00.001+08:00

thanks sa pagvisit sa profile ko.lalabyuu.. :))how's your day??

You're welcome! :> Well, it was a fun yet exhausting day. Ang haba ng break namin kanina. 10:30am-3pm. Nagpunta akong mall with some of my friends pero wala namang pera panggastos. :)) Window shopping lang kami. Haha. Pero noong medyo patapos na iyong araw, medyo na-BV ako. Ewan ko ba. Dahil din ata sa pagod. Haha!

paramdam ako pag nakahabol na ko. 4 more chapters and i'm on my way to commenting.haha i have one, and you're a keen observer. =)

Ok then. :) Have fun reading. Hihi. Really? Nice! Kumusta naman kayo? :> Thanks! :)

What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?

Durian. :| Wait, it's not weird. I just don't really like it. HAHA.

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formspring.me

2010-01-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

i'm a silent reader of ASP. i can really relate with the bestfriend thingy. is it from your own experience? =) bianca by the way. =)

Hello there Bianca! =) Thanks for supporting ASP. Hihi. Sana paramdam ka na next time para...masaya. :D Haha! Well, about your question, um, it's not really from my own experience. I never had a guy best friend actually (but I wish I had one.XD). I just based it from my observations and imaginations. :)

What did you dream about last night?

I don't remember quite well. Sayang! Haha.

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2010-01-21T21:41:00.001+08:00

What's your favorite drink?

Something that has milk in it. :>

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2010-01-21T21:40:00.001+08:00

Cats or Dogs?

Dogs! <3 It's not that I hate cats. I just have a greater preference for dogs.

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formspring.me

2010-01-21T21:39:00.001+08:00

Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?

Pool, of course. The thought of swimming in the ocean scares me.

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formspring.me

2010-01-21T21:38:00.001+08:00

If you were stranded on a desert island, which one person would you bring with you?

Hmm... This is tough. I'd bring one of my cousins, I guess. Haha.

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2010-01-21T07:48:00.001+08:00

What was the worst concert you went to?

So far, none.

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formspring.me

2010-01-20T21:11:00.001+08:00

Who's the most famous person you've met?

John Lloyd Cruz. :P

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formspring.me

2010-01-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

Who's the most underrated musician?

I think it has to be Marie Digby.

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formspring.me

2010-01-20T21:07:00.001+08:00

What's your greatest fear?:)

Ung masisikip na lugar. I'm claustrophobic.

tama na katamaran!let's study na?:))

Yea, I am studying na for my Theo Quiz tomorrow. :))

describe yourself:>

Palaging SABAW. :)) I could get goofy and really silly when I'm with my friends.

ano first impression mo sakin?EH ngayon, ganon pa rin ba?:>:>

Hey Lica! Long time no talk. Haha. I thought you were really a nice girl. Siyempre, Assumptionista eh. :> Hihi.Yea, I think so. :)

Cartoons dati? Like what? So, naglalaro ka din dati ng jackstone? Langit lupa? Monkey, monkey? Hehehe.

The Simpsons, Ninja Turtles, Tom & Jerry, Voltes V =)) at Popeye. HAHA. Yea, naglalaro din ako ng mga games na iyan dati. Frustrated ako sa jackstone. :))

If you could make one person fall in love with you who would it be?

A guy named "Seth". LOL. :))

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

If you could look like anybody, who would it be?

Demi Lovato or Leighton Meester. Haha. ASA. :))

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T23:26:00.001+08:00

Minsan lang ako makakita ng toblerone dito. So, anong pinakanamimiss mo nung bata ka pa?

Iyong mga cartoons dati. Haha. Tsaka ung mga time na masayahin ako. Iyong wala pang pinoproblema sa buhay. HAHA.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

haha. natawa naman ako dun. may pagkaengot eh no. lol! di pa ako nakakatikim nun. what's your favorite chocolate?

Oh well. I've learned a lot from my childhood. :P HAHA. I love white chocolate! White Toblerone to be specific. ;)

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T22:55:00.001+08:00

Ayy! Mga bata nga naman oh. Simula noon pa eh no? tss. Buti nga hindi ako naBI ng mga classmates ko dati eh. hihi.Miss ko na sago't gulaman.kumakain ka ba ng sushi?

Maypagka-engot kasi ako eh. Nagpa-BI ako. Haha! Pero I'm glad after ng Grade 1, never ko na siyang naging classmate uli. Sushi? Yep, I do. Iyong western sushi. Haha. California maki is <3. Ang tagal ko na ring di nakakain nun. Haha.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

Tinuruan ka? Kaloka ha. Hahaha! Pero simula nun, di ko na nasabi yun. Sa amin magpipinsan ako yung di palamura. hihi. Umiinom ka ba ng sago't gulaman?

Well, not exactly. Haha. Na-bully ako before. Iyong nambubully sa akin, gusto niyang pakopyahin ko siya ng sagot sa isang exam. Di ako pumayag. Tapos nun, sinabihan niya ako ng PI. :)) Yea, umiinom ako nun. I ♥ Sago't Gulaman.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T22:27:00.001+08:00

Do you miss me? 'Cause I miss you very much! :P

Aww. MELOY! >:D< Course I do miss you. In fact, I miss you more. Haha.

Ay may naalala tuloy ako. 1st time kong nagsalita ng ganun mismong sa harap ng Mama ko. Hahaha. Kasi minura niya ako nun, ayun ginaya ko. Hahaha. Mga 5 yrs. old ata ako. Andito ako sa Japan that time. Dito pa ako nag-aaral. maldita ako nung bata pa ako eh

Weh? :)) Wow! May mas bata pa pala sa akin na nakapagmuta. Haha. 8 years old ata ako nang una kong sabihin iyon. Guess what sinong nagturo sa akin? Classmate ko. Grade 1 ako noong narinig ko iyon. HAHA.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T20:52:00.001+08:00

Ay, ako hindi nagsasalita ng tagalog bad words. Pangit pakinggan eh. Lalo na pag babae yung nagsasabi ng ganun. Naku, sarap sampalin yung bibig. Haha.

HAHA. Nangyari na sa akin iyon eh. :)) I mean, nasampal na ung bibig ko dati dahil nagsabi ako nun. Nahuli ako. Haha. Kaya ngayon, siyempre minsan di ko rin mapaigilan. Nasasabi ko pa rin iyon lalo na kapag galit ako pero I make sure na walang makakarinig sa akin as much as possible. Haha.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T13:58:00.001+08:00

okay. Ano pa ba? Hmm... Anong salita ang pinaka-ayaw mong marinig mula sa bibig ng ibang tao?

Hmm...Wala akong maisip na specific word ngayon. Haha. Pero ayokong nakakarinig ng malutong na "PI" parati. I mean, oo, lahat ng tao sinasabi iyan. I'm not an exception. :)) Pero sana, wag lang masyadong sabihin as if yun na lang ung word na meron sa mundo. May kilala akong ganun dati sa dati kong school. Ka-service ko. HAHA.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T13:33:00.001+08:00

Eh kasi, nagwowork ako dito tapos si cuz naman nag-aaral diyan. Kaya hindi matuloy.Naku, hindi ko din natutunan magunicycle. Nakakatakot eh. Haha. Pero marunong ka magbicycle?

Well, I used to ride a bicycle before. Pero that was so long ago already. Di na ata ako marunong uli ngayon. :))Unless may training wheels...uli. :))

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T13:20:00.001+08:00

ay. gusto ko din makapunta sa Singapore. hihi. O kaya sa Macau. Hindi matuloy-tuloy plan namin ng cuz ko eh.Marunong ka ba magunicycle?

Aww. Why naman? Singapore is nice. You should go there. Haha. Unicycle? Nope. :)) Baka pag ginawa ko iyon eh, natumba-tumba na ako at nagkabali-bali na ang mga buto ko. LOL. I suck at balancing.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T11:33:00.001+08:00

Ah. Okay.Ako din hindi pa nakakakita ng owl. Eh, nakapunta ka na ba sa ibang bansa?

Yea. When I was 6, nagpunta kami sa US. Tapos mga 3-4 years ago, nagpunta kami sa Singapore at Thailand.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T10:52:00.001+08:00

Wala kang pasok ngayon sa school?-Nakakita ka na ba ng owl sa personal? hihi

Nope, I don't usually have classes on Mondays except na lang kung may org or group meeting. And no, I haven't seen one yet but I'd love to see one. :D

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T10:38:00.001+08:00

Ahh. Hihi. Hi Lis. Nagreply ako sa message mo sakin last night. Nabasa mo?

Dito sa Formspring? Yea, I did. Kakabasa ko lang. Hihi. Anyway, I'm okay naman. Ito, gumagawa ng critque paper at nagreresto city.Katamad ung critique. HAHA.

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T10:18:00.001+08:00

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? -random. hihi

Bigay lang sa akin ng mom ko. Haha. Hi Yuki! :>

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T10:15:00.001+08:00

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? -random. hihi

It was given to me by mom. Haha. Hi Yhukie! :>

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formspring.me

2010-01-18T00:38:00.001+08:00

If you get to be somebody else for one day, who would you be? ;)

Hmm... I'd like to be KJ's girlfriend! =))Ops. Joke lang! Nangangarap na naman ako. HAHA! Sabaw. Anyway, serious answer ko. I'd like to be Andrea Bowen (Julie Mayer) from Desperate Housewives para may acting scenes din ako with Beau Mirchoff. LOL.

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This Coming 2010...

2009-12-31T20:29:00.004+08:00

I am going to be AWESOME! Haha!

Okay, well, maybe not me, but at least I am learning to be optimistic already. Haha!

I have to say though, 2009 is a fucked up year. Well, I did have a lot of enjoyable memories yet if I look at 2009 as a whole, a lot of devastating events happened. Well, I won't enumerate what those events are but I'm just really thankful that God is always there to guide us.

Anyway, in merely 3 hours, 2009 is about to end and 2010 marks a new beginning. As they say, it's always nice to have a fresh new start. Forget the bitter memories and start making a better one. Optimism must lead the way as we start the new year.

So, anyway, I'd like to greet everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR and GOD BLESS!

Confusion.

2009-12-05T15:33:00.002+08:00

Is it just me making these crazy speculations? I wish they weren't true but sometimes the things that are happening just speak for itself. :| I don't really know what to believe in anymore. At least as of now. :|

It's Been Awhile...Once Again.

2009-11-18T22:55:00.006+08:00

Hey blog! I missed you! :D Harhar!

I know, I haven't been posting much here. Well, my blog's previous layout probably bored me. I don't know but when I look at it, I just don't feel like posting even if there are a lot of things that I want to share. Yes, I have a lot of stories to share but sadly, I don't know where I should begin. Haha! I also have some pictures to share. I had my twitterpated moments just recently. :">

Oh! Wait, I have a new discovery. Haha! Twitterpated means kilig in Filipino. I found it here. So yea, credits to her for that one. :)

Anyway, going back on the subject, I am so twitterpated because I took a picture with my friend's hot brothers. :"> :)) It took me a lot of guts to do that. =)) Man! Pakapalan talaga ng mukha. =)) Or maybe it was just an effect of being a little intoxicated. HAHA! Well, I'll tell the rest of the details next time. I still need to study for my Theology quiz tomorrow. Oh and I haven't answered my Humanities HW yet. I still need to wake up early tomorrow.

I like 1st semester better. :|

P.S: For those people na ka-exchange link ko before pero nawala ngayon dun sa list, feel free to post on my tagboard so I could link you guys again. :)

A Careless Act

2009-10-07T00:12:00.004+08:00

I haven't really blogged for quite a long time already and I miss is it so badly. I was pretty dumped with school work that's why I did not have time to update this. But now, since I already have the time to do so, I might as well not let this opportunity pass by.

This week was supposed to be our finals already but due to Typhoon Ondoy (Ketsana) that hit our country (specifically Metro Manila) last September 26, our school decided not to have our finals anymore. We just need to consult with our professors and fix our clearance during this week. So yea, nothing much to do and then next week is our semestral break already. Yipee? Maybe for us college students only. :P

It's been more or less a week since Typhoon Ondoy hit our country. Marikina, which is my hometown, was one of the most affected areas. It was a disaster! My family and I were not directly affected, which we are very thankful for, but unfortunately for our relatives who reside in other parts of Marikina, they were badly affected. It really pinched my heart when I saw what Ondoy left for them. It's very devastating. :( I'd say, I was emotionally traumatized by what I have seen. But what more to those people who were directly affected? :(

But looking at the brighter side, it's a good thing that some people are now slowly recovering from what happened and it would really take a long time for the Filipinos to get back on their feet again. It's also a good thing that Typhoon Pepeng, preceeded by Typhoon Ondoy, did not really become a super typhoon. It was said on an international weather forecast that it was equivalent to the strength of Hurricane Katrina but thank God that it wasn't.

Anyway, enough about the strom. Moving on...

I feel completely horrible about myself! See, last weekend, my parents were out of the country. They went to Malaysia for a medical conference and...leisure, perhaps. Since they were away for around 4 days, they were expecting us to text them. Anyway, to cut the long story short, they got angry at me for not replying to their messages and for not texting them. They felt like I didn't care for them.

Well, I have to admit that it was my fault. I should have texted them even if I didn't receive their messages.

Wait, no.

Actually, I did receive their messages but I received it on a later notice. Still, you should have replied, Lis!

God. I actually thought that this was a petty issue but for my mom, it's a big one! :| My dad was able to let it go last night when they arrived, or at least I think he did; but my mom, she's still mad at me. She wouldn't talk to me.

Okay. She did talk to me but she was giving me a sermon while eating dinner. Great.

I guess I really screwed it up this time.

August Rush

2009-08-22T18:34:00.005+08:00

Hello world! It's the 3rd week of August and this is my first blog entry for the month.

Well, what has been happening to me lately?

- I got myself an ACET application form. YAY! I'll finally be able to apply to one of my dream schools, Ateneo De Manila University. =) I really hope I could transfer there next school year.

- Cheerdancing scares me. :| 'Nuff said.

- We had our NSTP exposure last Monday at Quiapo, Manila. That sure was a taste of reality for us. A little scary but fun at the same time.

- I was sick for a couple of days. I had colds and sore throat. Thank God it was not A(H1N1). Well actually, it was clearly not the A virus since I didn't even have fever. Haha. I'm feeling a lot better now, by the way.

- I find myself thinking about ~~him~~ again which really sucks, by the way. I added him in Facebook and he accepted me. Then I started feeling something again---a feeling which I thought had vanished a long time ago. EWW. HAHA. For Pete's sake! He's already got a girlfriend and he is happy with her. So, I just need to deal with it. Besides, there are other guys out there who are probably way better than him. I don't sound bitter, do I? =))

Well, those are some things that are on top of my head right now. I shall update again soon and I'll try to make it more interesting. <3

Desperately Hoping.

2009-07-27T18:01:00.019+08:00

I am definitely going to marry this guy! ~~If he asks my hand in marriage.~~ Yea right, Lis. Like that would happen. =)) God, talk about sanity. But seriously, I am drooling over this guy! His name is Beau Mirchoff. Who is he? Some of you might be wondering. Well, I have to admit, he's not really that popular...yet since he's been on only a few movies and shows.

So, I first laid my eyes on him when I watched Scary Movie 4. He played the role of Robbie Ryan, the son of Craig Bierko's character. He is also in The Grudge 3. His character there is a guy named Andy and he's the lead girl's boyfriend.

Now, I wish I portrayed that lead girl's character. LOL. Okay, I am seriously fan girling right now. I sound...desperate? Hahaha.

Anyway, I'm still thinking if I'm going to watch that or not because I don't really watch horror flicks, you know. =P Meanwhile, he's got another upcoming movie and its title is Stranger With My Face. I have no idea what that is about yet but I've read somewhere that it's based from a really good book.

And now, this is just in! Beau is going to be in Desperate Housewives season 6! He's going to play the role of a son of a new housewife. Apart from being very attractive and hot (it says so in the description), that's all I know about his character. =P

Desperate Housewives has been my favorite TV series ever since I started watching it. My favorite housewife is Gabrielle Carlos (Eva Longoria-Parker). Haha. Anyway, I know season 5 just ended and here I am going excited for season 6 already. Well, all I know now is that there's more reason for me now to tune in to the show.

~~Besides, I'm just being supportive to my future husband~~. =))

Okay. *Fan girling mode stops here.*

Credits to Yahoo and Beau Mirchoff's official fan site for the photos.

Who Said I Can't Do It?

2009-07-25T19:28:00.005+08:00

I was not able to update as I have scheduled. Well, for one, I got too depressed by my H101 quiz result and I was dead tired when I got home.

So, anyway. What has been going on with me?

1. I ran for First Year Council Treasurer.
- Shocking. That would probably be the reaction of most of the people I know in high school if they knew about this. Why? Because I was the typical, ordinary girl in school. I am really quiet. I consider myself a regular, ordinary person who does the regular and ordinary things. I don't really involve myself with the student council but surprisingly, I did. However, elections are done and I didn't win. It's okay though. :)

2. I joined the Miriam College Debate Society.
- UNBELIEVABLE. When I told some of my friends in high school about this, most of them said: "Weh?" =)) They would not believe it because they know that I suck at debating. BIG TIME. I don't even dare look back last February/March (this year) because it's making me cringe. 'Nuff said. So, anyway, going back to DebSoc, I didn't really have any plans of joining because of my past experience but then I have 2 friends namely, Angel and Jonah, who seem to have good persuading powers, so I ended up trying out for this org. Peer pressure? HAHAHA. Well, not really. I just thought that if I wanted to start over in college and have some fun & adventure, why not go for it? So, yea, I tried out for it and I was surprised that I even made it as a trainee. I attended one training day and it was...uhh...challenging. I liked the challenge but I realized that I have to quit because of the demands of the training. Also, I realized that I just felt that I am not completely ready for this and that I needed to focus on my studies first. So yea, bye-bye, DebSoc.

3. I rode the LRT for the first time going to UST.
- This happened just last Monday. I didn't go alone. I was actually with my friend, Jonah. It was really a fun experience, an adventure to be exact. We first went to school for the elections but then there were a lot of people voting so we decided to just go to UST first to visit some friends and go back to school before the elections end at 3pm. It was a good experience. ~~The only bad thing about this was both of our parents didn't know about it because we know that they are all going to freak out.~~ I know, I know! We're bad girls. XD Hmm... Well, not really okay? Cos it was for a good cause. It's good to be a street smart person. In that way, we are aware of our surroundings, right? Besides, we did not cut classes since we don't even have classes. Haha. Unfortunately, when we got back to school, the elections were over so yea, we didn't get to vote. We got at school around 3:30pm already. And oh, we also got wet because of the rain. (Good thing was we were not dripping wet.) It began to rain when we got back at Katipunan. Too bad we didn't have our umbrellas with us, so we had to rush to 7Eleven to buy because it really rained hard while we were walking. We still had a long way to go then but indeed, it was an adventure. And thank God, we didn't get sick & ~~caught~~ and we got back home safely. :)

So far, those are the major highlights of my first year in college. There's probably more to come soon. Haha.

Anyway, that's quite a long post I guess. I have to wrap up my post since my brain is kinda tired. Dang. I still need to do advanced reading for History. I really have to make up for it since my last quiz was so...terrifying.

Oh well. Good night people! :)

Heavy Eyelids.

2009-07-21T23:24:00.006+08:00

It's been just 15 days since that last time I blogged and...I really miss blogging. A LOT. I have so much to blab about. There were so many things that happened for the past days/weeks and it's either I loved or hated every single minute of it. Well, since I kind of have a scattered brain right now, I'm afraid I cannot blog that long. I can't even focus. Damn!

I'll just come back tomorrow and update.

For now, I have to get back on memorizing the map of Asia. Yea, History 101 quiz tomorrow.

Oh yipee.

Btw, just changed the blog layout. Thanks to Blogskins.

Quit It.

2009-07-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

Okay. I need to relax. Seriously.

I just need to remember the fact that I was not born to please everyone around me.

I need to quit thinking of what other people think of me.

I have to quit pessimism.

I need to be myself.

Have You?

2009-06-24T18:57:00.005+08:00

"Have you ever felt like there's this whole other person inside you just waiting to come out?"- Gabriella Montez, High School Musical

"This is real, this is me. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Gonna let the light shine on me."- Demi Lovato, This is Me

"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky and I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway."- Kelly Clarkson, Breakaway

"And I ask myself, who do I wanna be? Do I wanna throw away the key and invent a whole new me?"- Aly & AJ, No One

"I'm losing myself. Trying to compete, with everyone else, instead of just being me."- Demi Lovato, Believe in Me

Has there been a certain point in your life where in you feel so unsure of yourself? Have you ever felt like you were just a flower stuck on the wall all your life? Have you ever felt so desperate because you want to change yourself to become a better person but...you can't?

A Little Get Together.

2009-06-13T21:45:00.023+08:00

I haven't touched my blog for around 10 days already. Just a quick run through of what happened during this week. Last Tuesday (June 9), our classes started already despite of the A(H1N1) scare. I think we are the only school in Katipunan that are having classes. ADMU and UP, our neighbor schools in Katipunan, postponed their classes due to A(H1N1).

So yea, I'm officially a college student already. So far, things are going fine. What I like about college is that we have longer breaks and we don't have classes on Mondays. My favorite schedule would be Wednesdays and Fridays because my class starts at 10:30 am. Haha. Plus, the subjects are light.

Anyway, we didn't have classes yesterday since it was Independence Day. So yea, it's a holiday for all of us. My friend/former seatmate in high school, Giana, celebrated her 18th birthday then. It served as a reunion for me and my high school friends. God! I missed them so much! I know it's only been around 2 months and a half or so but that's quite long enough for us. Well, consider the fact that we will all be going to different colleges/universities. We won't be seeing much of one another then.

Moving on, the birthday party was a blast! I partied like I never partied before! HAHA. And no, I don't mean it in a negative way, if you know what I mean.

Well, I won't be going on further details. I'll be posting some pictures instead. Pictures paint a thousand words, right?

Oh and by the way, before I post them, I just want you all to know that I don't own the pictures. It's from my friend, Trisha. I didn't have my camera with me yet.

So, anyway, here it goes. :D

The Birthday Girl...on the screen. Haha.

Top [L-R]: Dar, Micah & Me
Bottom [L-R]: Trisha, Toni, Kara & Kelly

The debutante's grand entrance

Tablemates.

Kelly, Trish & Me.

Hanging out at the mobile bar. Haha.

I don't like this red one. Haha.

Preparing the shots.

Merry Christmas? Haha.

They call the green drink "Giana". The other one is Margarita.

Drinking tube.

Jug! Jug! Jug!

Me, Micah & Kara.

With Giana's cousin. HAHAHA. :">

Hanging out on the dancefloor.

The birthday girl and I.

We are too happy, aren't we?

I look kind of wasted, don't I? Haha. But no worries, I'm not drunk! :))

Before Micah and I left.

06.12.09 <3

I Won't Mind. Just Let Me Know.

2009-06-03T16:52:00.008+08:00

So, okay. I first learned about this site called Wattpad from an online buddy who also writes at Creative Corner at Teentalk. Creative Corner is a board where teentalkers post their stories that are originally written by themselves. Earlier this afternoon, I read from my friend's story thread that her story was published at Wattpad without her permission; although her username was retained there for acknowledgement. She said that she's not mad at that person but it would have been better if he/she asked her permission first.

When I searched Wattpad, I saw other Creative Corner stories posted there. I don't know if they were posted with the consent of the author too. I got pretty surprised that one of my stories was also posted there. (Click on the pictures above for a clearer view). I'm not angry at that person for doing that. I won't really mind. However, asking for my consent first wouldn't really hurt, right? I mean, if she was a teentalker, she could have given me a notice through a private message.

I know I'm not a professional writer but I still have the rights for my own work, right? Well, I'm really thankful that at least she didn't remove my username. :)

I may not have the best story written but really, asking for a person's permission is very important. It's like asking one's permission when you borrow his/her stuff.

Anyway, to summarize it, I won't mind if my online written works are posted elsewhere as long as:

1. I am credited for it

and

2. It has my consent. =)

And The Heat of Summer Sunshine is Gone.

2009-06-01T15:50:00.002+08:00

It's the rainy season once again.

Goodbye, summer!

See you again after 9 months.

*sighs* 8 days to go before school starts.

Hooray College! =P

Credits to ~mr-april from DeviantART for the picture.

So Close.

2009-05-17T11:44:00.010+08:00

So yesterday was the BIG DAY I've been waiting for. My family and I went to Mall of Asia to supposedly watch David Cook and David Archuleta's concert. We were supposed to get tickets but my dad changed his mind since he finds it too expensive especially when he saw Titanium's price. =))

The seating prices are as follows (actually, these are just my estimations except for Silver cos I was very sure with its price):
Titanium= P12,000+, Platinum= P6000+, VIP= P3000+, Gold= P2000+, Silver= P615 and Bronze= P300+

We were rooting for Silver but we just realized that we would barely see the stage. Plus, we would just be standing then since there are no chairs for Silver and Bronze. We are 6 in the family so that's all we could afford. Well, let's also consider the fact that my dad is a stingy person. LOL. If only I alone would watch, I would get the VIP or the most expensive ticket. =)) Hmm... Actually, I could have asked for it as my birthday/graduation gift instead of having a debut. :| Dang! Why didn't I think of that before?!

God. I wish I knew better that time.

So, anyway, we just decided to stay outside. Luckily enough, it was an open ground so we could hear them very loud and clear. It could also be heard at the parking near the bay. That's where we parked our van. When I got out, I think it just started. David Archuleta was singing Touch My Hand. So I think that's the advantage of having a concert at MOA open grounds. At least you can hear them but you won't see them, of course. Haha. However, I think we were lucky enough to see them performing through the LCD screen.

Hearing them perform live was enough for me...for now. They actually sound better when they sing live. And I loved it when they spoke Filipino words! Haha. While we were walking, I heard David Archuleta say "Mabuhay Manila!". Then when he was finished with his set, he said "Mahal ko kayo!" I think he also said "Salamat Po!" As for David Cook, he said "Magandang gabi!". Not bad! Haha. Unfortunately, we didn't finish the show. We left while Cook was singing Avalanche. My dad was also looking forward for the Davids' duet but it turns out that it was their last performance. As they say, save the best for last.

I wish they'll come back here again and if that happens, I hope that they'll perform at Araneta Coliseum during that time.

And if that's during summer, I'll ask for the concert ticket as my birthday gift! Hahaha! =))

8 Things

2009-05-10T18:25:00.005+08:00

8 Things I’m looking forward to:
1. The Davids' concert on May 16
2. College
3. More vacation trips
4. Meet my special someone? Hahaha!
5. Enrollment day
6. Get my class schedule for college
7. Tomorrow
8. My friend's 18th birthday

8 Things I did yesterday:
1. Brushed Muffin's fur
2. Read a magazine
3. Watched Hairspray on HBO
4. Online for the whole day except in YM
5. Watched Fated To Love You on http://veoh.com
6. Read the story of Bea (pujabbers7) at Teentalk's Creative Corner
7. Played Restaurant City
8. Eat :P

8 things I wish I could do
1. Debate well
2. Play the guitar
3. Show my talents without being too shy
4. Organize my thoughts
5. Drive
6. Be a Dean's lister in college. LOL. In my dreams. Haha.
7. Transfer to UP when I'm in 2nd year college
8. Improve my communication skills

8 Shows I watch
1. American Idol
2. The Simpsons
3. Fated To Love You
4. Wizards of Waverly Place
5. Hannah Montana
6. May Bukas Pa
7. F.R.I.E.N.D.S
8. Fairly Oddparents (Yes, I still watch cartoons)

8 people I’m tagging
1. Cez
2. Gazell
3. Ishy
4. Jhana
5. Miann
6. Jess
7. Lhyzie
8. Karen

Random Realizations.

2009-05-09T16:22:00.006+08:00

I just realized that...

- I haven't been using YM lately.
- I have totally gone crazy over Fated To Love You. I swear! Haha.
- college is about to start around one month from now.
- tomorrow is actually Mother's Day and I haven't bought a gift for my mom yet.
- I don't blog on Multiply that much anymore and I miss it.
- I made a lot of typographical errors today while typing.
- I sound a bit redundant on Plurk.
- the Davids' concert is next week already.

and...

- I actually have nothing more to say! :D

Out of the Blue

2009-05-04T21:33:00.005+08:00

I miss my Shih-Tzu pup. :( His name is Marble. We were supposed to keep him since those people who were supposed to buy him were mostly uncertain. However, just last Friday, when I came home from a children's party along with my 2 younger siblings and maids, he was not inside his cage anymore. Mom said that someone bought him already. I know I have a lot of dogs here at home but I don't know, I just feel like taking care of a puppy. Besides, what I like about Marble is that he's very cuddly and sweet. He licks our face whenever he sees us and he always makes that cute puppy sound whenever he wants to be cuddled. Anyway, it's kinda okay for me now. Mom said when our dog gives birth again, we'll be keeping one already. So yea, YIPEE! :D

Anyway...

I just realized, there are just 12 days remaining before The Davids' (Cook and Archuleta) concert and I think my dad has not bought our tickets yet. I don't know if we are still going to push through but he said that we are going to watch. He even saved the date on his calendar! Haha. I remember so well. We were at Cam Sur that time. :P

Anyway, I've heard that the VIP tickets are already sold out. So there's just Gold, Silver and Bronze.

Hmm... I wonder, where would our place be?

I Want A Yorkshire Terrier!

2009-04-30T16:43:00.003+08:00

For those people who doesn't know, I am fond of dogs, especially the small and furry ones. I currently own 2 Shih-Tzu dogs. They're pretty high maintenance because of their fur but that doesn't stop me from wanting another furry pet. I want to own a Yorkshire Terrier! Yesterday, I saw pictures of Sarah Geronimo's Yorkshire Terriers on a magazine and they are sooooo adorable! Actually, we've been planning to have a Yorkie before but the problem was that their breed is rare here; and that's reason why they are quite expensive.

But come on! Aren't they so cuddly and adorable? :>

Fated To Love You

2009-04-28T14:28:00.007+08:00

As I have mentioned on my profile, I'm not really a fan of Asianovelas but Fated to Love You is really nice. It's a Taiwanese drama series actually. Good thing GMA7 chose this series to be aired in their network. However, I still want to get my own DVD copy of this series cos in that way it will beat out the curiosity in me. Whenever I watch it on TV, it's very short! Cliffhanger! What's more annoying is that the commercials are too many. The running time of the show is 30 minutes but if you don't count the commercials shown, it only runs for 15 minutes I think. I know I could watch it on the internet but there are times when the internet's speed does not cooperate.

So, anyway, why am I blogging about this? First of all, I am super bored! Summer's a total bummer. Secondly, I just want to share what I am currently going gaga about and lastly, I just want to update my blog! ^_____^

Toodles!

David Archuleta Guests in Hannah Montana.

2009-04-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

I read it at Teentalk and then I checked Wikipedia to verify it. However, as most of us know, Wikipedia is not 100% reliable that is why I checked Youtube to see if David Archuleta will really be guesting in Hannah Montana. Well, obviously, I found a video. So yea, it's true! :D I'm not really a fan of Miley/Hannah but I admit that I watch the show at times. I can't wait for this episode to air here in the Philippines!

By the way, the title of this episode is Promma Mia. This video just shows a few excerpts from the episode. You will also hear David and Miley's duet, I Wanna Know.

"I found my new classic in you."- Joey Parker

2009-04-24T17:49:00.004+08:00

I never knew that this song had a music video. Found it at Youtube, of course.

Too bad Selena Gomez isn't exactly present in the video. However, Drew Seeley looked kinda younger and not to mention hotter here than in the movie, Another Cinderella Story.

My First AI Review

2009-04-22T21:20:00.008+08:00

This is the first time that I am going to write a review for American Idol. Tonight's show was very interesting for me. However, I'm not really fond of disco. Anyway, here's my review.

I'm Every Woman- Lil Rounds
I'm not really a fan of hers and I don't like her that much. I mean, fine. She can sing but there is nothing that is surprising in her performance. It's like it's too...predictable. I agree with what Simon said that at this stage of the competition, the contestants should be able to surprise the judges with their performances. Surprised in a way that they will be really pleased with it. Sorry to her supporters but what I don't like about her is when she gets too defensive whenever the judges did not like her performance. She keeps on saying "I enjoyed performing tonight blablabla..." Okay. there is nothing wrong with that but I think it's too much already. I always here that every week after her performance. If she just stopped being to defensive and listened to the judges, she could have had a bigger chance of staying in the show. However, I really think she is one of the contestants who will be packing her stuff tomorrow.

She Works Hard for the Money- Kris Allen
OMG. I love this guy! He did great tonight! Okay...I am not being biased here. It's just that it's true. He was awesome while playing his guitar! It might not have sounded like disco but his version was so original! Like Kara said, he took a big risk but it all paid off. I hope he makes it to the finals. :)

September- Danny Gokey
Ah, yes. That classic disco song from Earth, Wind & Fire. I thought that that song was kind of untouchable but I think Danny did fine tonight. It's not his best performance though.

Hotstuff- Allison Iraheta
I loved her entrance. Haha. So, okay, Allison is one of my favorite contestants. Aside from the fact that she has a little resemblance of Kelly Clarkson, one of my favorite idols, she has a great singing voice. I mean, for a 16 year old, she must be really good. I remember when I was 16 years old, I can't sing songs that have high notes cos I can't reach them. XD So, anyway, as for tonight, Allison did fine; although her version of this song sounded a bit...weird. So yea, I agree with what Randy and Kara said about the arrangement.

If I Can't Have You- Adam Lambert
Whoa. Hands down to him! Music is really a gift to Adam. He's very versatile. He can sing any song and make it his own. I like almost all of his performances EXCEPT 'Ring of Fire'. I was pretty disturbed by that but overall, he's still one of the best performers. I hope he and Kris will make it to the finals. :)

Stayin' Alive- Matt Giraud
For me, Matt did fine on his performance. However, there were some flaws in his tune; but overall, it was okay.

Dim All the Lights- Anoop Desai
I don't know what's wrong with Simon and he became harsh with Anoop tonight. There are 'rumors' spreading that Simon hates Anoop and I've read somewhere that the reason why they used the save on Matt last week was because Simon knew that Anoop would be in the bottom 3 this week and he wouldn't use that save on Anoop. Very controversial, huh? Anyway, Anoop is one of my favorites because he's a good singer; although he has to work a little bit more on his stage presence. For tonight, I think it was a good performance from him and not to mention, he looked hot. HAHAHA. So yea, I disagree with Simon for this one. Maybe for him, Anoop did not meet his expectations. I actually have a big feeling that Anoop might also be the one to leave the show tomorrow night but I hope he could still stay.

Well, there goes my first review. I had fun doing this. ^______^

Keep Holding On

2009-04-20T15:47:00.005+08:00

Honestly, I don't understand what's happening to me. It's like a lot of things are holding me back. I don't know. I think I'm being too paranoid. What's worse is that I feel that my faith in Him is weakening and I don't like that. I'm not like this before. Is it because I think too seriously? I am worrying too much about getting older and having more responsibilities ever since I turned 18 years old last March. Am I actually having an "early life crisis"? (If there is such thing.) Am I depressed? I am confused because one minute I'll be fine and then after awhile I'll be shifting to another mood. Crazy, right?

All I know right now is that I feel stupid and helpless; but I know that I'll have to keep holding on. I have to believe that things will be better again and most importantly, I have to strengthen my faith in Him. It's quite hard but I'll have to keep trying.

PS: I felt the need of blurting this out because it might also help me feel better.

Summer Bummer.

2009-04-13T18:19:00.001+08:00

Seriosuly. I need to get out of this town. Boredom really kills. XD

Of Graduating and Being Legal.

2009-03-31T12:34:00.003+08:00

At long last! I have finally graduated from high school! Honestly, a few weeks ago, I didn't really feel like leaving yet but I think I got the heck of it. I just needed to accept the fact that we all need to grow up and move forward. And speaking of growing up, I still can't believe that I am already 18 years old! It just seemed like yesterday when I was only 14 years old and just entering 1st year high school. Now, I'm already done with high school and about to enter college.

Forgive me if I sound too dramatic but seriously, I will really miss my high school life. It was 4 tough years but I managed to get through it. I wouldn't be able to get through high school if it weren't for my family, specifically my parents, my friends and classmates and of course, God. And so, I thank them. :)

6 days.

2009-03-23T20:46:00.003+08:00

Graduation ball is finally over! We had it last March 21 (Saturday), at Mega Tent. I had a fun night with my friends. If I would compare the grad ball to the prom, I'd say that the prom was a lot more fun. However, when it comes to my appearance, I'd say that I liked myself better during our grad ball. Haha. XD

So, anyway, graduation day and my 18th birthday is just 6 days away. I can't believe that I'm actually getting...old! HAHAHA.

Oh and by the way, I added a new widget in here. Thanks to www.mixpod.com

I hope you guys enjoy the music! =)

SUE SYATO!

2009-02-22T11:27:00.010+08:00

Seriously, who the fuck do they think they are? They have no right to use those uniforms (shown in the video) for that purpose. I am not only saying this because my school is one of the victims. It's just that it's really insulting. I mean, fine! We get it, okay? There are lesbians in our school but they don't have to show it through that...piece of shit!

What makes it even worse is the fact that an MCHS student was there! I read a comment from Youtube saying that she came from the freshman batch. I am not sure if it's true but it's such a shame. Tsktsk.

And as for Syato, the song SUCKS!

It's S.A.D

2009-02-14T18:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Single Awareness Day to all the single people (like me) out there. And for those who have their special loved ones, Happy Valentine's to all of you! I hope you all feel the love this season. :)

Anyway, I am so bummed. I swear to God that I will never ever watch Feng Shui again. :| It really scared me to hell! I almost didn't sleep last night because of that even if I watched it during daytime.

Well, anyway, since it's Heart's Day today, I might just watch chic flicks and listen to music that will make me forget about that scary film. :|

Okay. That will cheer me up. :)

February 8, 2009

2009-02-08T10:57:00.001+08:00

Well, hello there, Maan! It's been 2 years and we miss you. <3
Hope you're doing fine there.

Well, we know you are. :)

The Night That Was Prom.

2009-02-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

It's been a year since our prom! :)
It was during the night of February 2, 2008 at NBC Tent, Taguig City.
One of the best memories I will never forget when I leave high school.
*sighs* Good times. Good times. :)

The UPCAT Experience

2009-01-17T21:42:00.007+08:00

The UPCAT results were released early this morning. Actually, I thought it was going to be released tomorrow but I guess, UP suddenly changed their mind. :P I checked my result online and I swear! It took...awhile before I found out what my status is. Their site was pretty slow because a lot of people was checking it too. Some of my classmates even went to UP just so they could see it. As for me, I didn't go there because I didn't want to be a victim of a stampede. :)) LOL! I'm kidding. What I mean is that a lot of people must be in there and I just didn't want to add up to their number. XD

So after watching the play at school, I fired up my browser at home and checked UPCAT online. I clicked on letter 'F'. After reloading the page twice, a list of people's surname starting with 'F' appeared on the list. I scanned the page until I reach the page where my name was supposed to appear.

Apparently, it did not appear. And when your name does not appear, it means that you did not get in.

I did not feel hurt nor did I cry; although I have to admit that I got a bit disappointed with myself. But anyway, I did not ponder on it for too long. I was able to get over it quickly. I was like "okay, I didn't get in." I closed the website and I just opened my Plurk and Multiply accounts. It's just as if nothing happened.

I guess the reason why it was easy for me to accept that fact was because I knew all along that it was going to happen. So yea, I was not really surprised by it anymore. I just thought that maybe God has better plans for me that's why I didn't get in UP. Sounds cliche' but it actually makes sense. On the brighter side, at least I passed 2 out of the 3 college entrance exams that I took. I guess that's enough already and the most important thing is that my future is safe already. :) Besides, it's not the end of everything yet.

Anyway, I want to thank all of those people who gave me hope when I was feeling nervous about it. I may have not got in UP, but really, thanks for the encouragements. :) You guys know who you are. ^^

So, there goes my sharing for the night. Anyway, before I totally wrap it up, I just want to say CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL WHO PASSED THE UPCAT! Cheers to all of the new Iskolar ng Bayan.

Breakdown & Cry

2009-01-13T22:25:00.006+08:00

Seriously, I think I'm going to burst out in tears soon enough. I don't know what to do. I am so confused. I don't even know what I should be anymore. I feel so pressured! It's driving me nuts. I never thought that college entrance exam results would cause me stress. :|

** credits to =aegipan from deviantart.com for the picture

False Alarm.

2009-01-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

Well, well, well. The UPCAT results did not come out today. We've all just learned awhile ago that they will release it on the 3rd week of January instead. Wow! I don't know but that sure is a lot of suspense. :)) And it's making us so damn nervous.

Anyway, finally! I was able to change the layout of my blog! New look for the new year. I know the New Year was like a week ago already but so what? In a way, it's still the new year. Right? Haha.

Oh and my Cbox has already returned. If you want to exchange links, feel free to post there. :) I also added a new feature on my blog. Thanks to playlist.com for that one. I hope you enjoy listening to whatever song is playing. Haha.

My Very First Post for the Year

2009-01-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

Belated Merry Christmas and Happy 2009 everyone! :D

I was not able to blog during the break since I got busy helping around the house during Christmas Eve and for the rest of the holiday season, I was out of the house. So, obviously now, the holidays are over and we're back to our usual routine. Our classes resumed last Jan. 5 and yea, it's back to normal (as in the usual stuff in school. so yea, count in STRESS there).

So, I've only got around 2 months left before I leave high school. They were right. It was so quick! And later on this month, college entrance exams results will be out. In fact, the University of the Philippines will release the results tomorrow, Jan. 9, 2009. A lot of my batchmates are going to be awake until 12mn just to see the results. I was considering to do that but...I don't know. Maybe I'll just check it when I get back home. Anyway, we're half day tomorrow since it's a Friday. And then on Monday, Jan. 12, 2009, the University of Sto. Tomas will release the results.

God. I feel nauseous. :|

A Little Too Not Over You

2008-12-17T20:50:00.004+08:00

David Archuleta is one of my favorite contestants from AI 7. Actually, I like both him and David Cook. HAHA.

So anyway, I was browsing Teentalk when I saw in the 'David Archuleta' thread a link from Youtube. It was his new music video! Finally! A Little Too Not Over You has one already. I enjoyed watching it. I like the video. ^^ The concept is nice.

Click here to watch.

When Life Brings the Unexpected Things

2008-12-12T19:32:00.006+08:00

Hello World! It's been quite awhile once again. I have been really busy with school lately.

Christmas season is around the air. Christmas lights and decorations are all over the houses and streets. The air is somehow cool during the day and night. People are busy shopping for Christmas gifts. Yes, it's just 13 days left before Christmas.

I do feel excited but sometimes I feel the "excitement" fading away.

Whenever I watch the news, I usually hear...bad stuff. Well, there are also some good news but sadly, there are still more bad news.

I don't know why I am saying this. Maybe I still could not get over the fact that Marky Cielo is dead already. Read on this article from PEP if you are not familiar with what I am saying and if you are curious/interested to know about this, whoever you are reading this blog.

He was a product of this reality-TV talent show in GMA 7 called "Starstruck". He won the title of Ultimate Survivor and Sole Survivor during "Starstruck 3". He was one of the young actors from the said network. He was at the peak of his career but then he suddenly died last Sunday, December 7, 2008. Sadly, he died on the same day Manny Pacquiao won against Oscar de la Hoya.

I know it's been like 5 days ago but I just want to say something about it. I liked the guy and...I was sort of a fan I guess, since I had a crush on him before. I really admired him.

That is why when I heard of the news, it really shocked me. I really couldn't believe it. For Pete's sake, he was only 20 years old! It was so...fast! 2 years ago, I was really crushing on him. I really admire him a lot because he was a great actor, a great dancer and he seems very nice because of his "angelic" face. Also, I have never heard of any dirty rumors against him. The best thing that I liked about him was him being humble despite of his rising fame to stardom.

I know I am not closely related to him or whatever. I am just an ordinary teenager who lives... a simple life and does what an ordinary teen does; but you guys might find it strange that I am greatly affected for what happened to Marky. :( Seriously. I still can't accept the fact that he is gone forever. I am not going to see him on TV (except for file videos) and onscreen ever again. Really, his death is devastating. It reminded me of my friend's death which happened 2 years ago. It was very sudden too. She was also very young.

Anyway, Marky is a big loss to the showbiz industry. He could have done a lot more things. He would have gotten more famous too. He's very talented. As I have also mentioned above, I think he is one of the best young actors during these times. He is a clean guy. He does not have any vices and I've never heard of anything negative about him.

*sighs* Sayang talaga.

Marky's cause of death is still unknown. There are a lot of speculations but I don't really want to assume on something that is not yet confirmed. Poor guy.:( I also hope that the "nasty" rumors about the cause of his death would stop too.

Whatever his cause of death is, I hope he rests in peace.

WHATEVER.

2008-12-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

They can say whatever they want to say about me.

I'm just tired of believing in a piece of crap.

Seriously, I don't care anymore. Or at least I try NOT to care anymore.

Misinterpretations

2008-11-27T15:18:00.005+08:00

Thank goodness this day is over. :| It sure was a weird day.

So okay. Lesson learned. I have to be careful with the things I say. People have different interpretations. It may not be exactly what I want to say but it might appear to others that I'm actually saying the opposite if it.

I just don't want any misinterpretations.

Really, I'll try not to complain a lot about things anymore. It's just making me...uhh...pessimistic.

What Happened? :|

2008-11-22T20:46:00.003+08:00

Really, what is it with you? What happened to you? It's like I don't know you anymore. Why are you being like that?

It's not right anymore.

I guess too much pride is eating you up already. :|

Drowning

2008-11-13T18:24:00.002+08:00

I haven't been really blogging much since school is being a...school. We are drowning in our homework and projects. Yet somehow, we manage to survive.

Just 4 months to go.

4 months.

Anyway, tomorrow is a fun day. (HOPEFULLY) It's a Friday and we only have 2 subjects because we're going to watch a play but it will also be our PTC. Uh-oh. Report Card day. Well the good thing is I didn't fail any subject. What I'm nervous about is my grade in Physics and Math. I just hope they got higher, even just a little bit.

Gulp. Gulp.

After 3 days of silence...

2008-11-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

I missed the internet! Oh yay! I'm so happy to be back. But I kinda miss the retreat house in Batulao, Batangas. I miss the cold weather. How I wish the weather was also like that here in Manila.

Anyway, the retreat was...okay. I have to admit though, last year was much more fun in terms of the activities. I feel so bad cos I keep on feeling sleepy during our sessions. YES. I got BORED. Some of my classmates were having fun watching me fall asleep. They said I was struggling and I looked funny. On the other hand, I had a lot of fun with my roommates. We were 14 in a room instead of the pair system which was originally planned. Thanks to the secretary who suddenly resigned. Haha.

Oh man. I am so not ready to go back to the "usual days". I want to have a retreat again. I want to be far away from the city, far away from distractions and the noise! I want to have a peace of mind.

Oh well. So much for my peace of mind.

Whether I like it or not, reality strikes again.

Oh. We had a "sembreak"?

2008-11-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

So yea, our sembreak is over. We were back to school awhile ago. Sucks. I didn't even feel the so-called "sembreak" our school gave us.

My oh my. We just started with the second semester and it feels like hell already. One of these days, I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown. I'm sorry for my pessimistic attitude. I'm just really bitter about this right now. The work load just gets bigger and bigger and it doesn't stop.

High school life is fun but it can sure put you down at times.

No Sleep Tonight

2008-10-27T01:36:00.004+08:00

Good morning world!

Oh yes. This is fun. NO SLEEP TONIGHT.

We're still finishing this effin' IP. And take note, WE STILL NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL LATER.

Sheesh. Thanks a lot to Ms. Copy-Paste. Now, we don't have any idea on how we're supposed to revise your output.

*sighs*

Anyway, thanks a lot to coffee for keeping me awake. As well as to Trish and Susa for keeping me company. Especially Susa since both of us are together in this IP. Haha.

I Take It Back

2008-10-20T18:43:00.002+08:00

Okay. I take it back. Painting isn't bad after all. =P Actually, I had fun painting awhile ago during THE class. Maybe I just got irritated with it cos I couldn't make something out of it during the last two weeks. I'm not saying that I have already created a masterpiece. I just feel good cos I was able to do something nice out of it. Maybe I'll post a picture of it once it gets done.

BTW, the comment link is back. So, if ever you want to comment, just feel free to do so. But please, keep it neat.

Thanks again to Ate Ishy for the comment code. :>

Screw Painting

2008-10-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

F*ck. Tomorrow's a Monday once again and I don't feel like going to school. Yes. Lazy mode once again. :|

Well looking on the brighter side, our subjects for tomorrow are pretty light. Almost all are minor subjects but...

I.DON'T.WANT.TO.PAINT! :|

I swear! I really want to throw that canvas away already. :|

Tell Me Something I Don't Know

2008-10-16T18:47:00.004+08:00

Okay. Random blog title. It's my "last song syndrome" as of now. It's the song by Selena Gomez from Another Cinderella Story. Btw, I loved that movie. :>

Well, it's been awhile again since I last blogged in here. Thank God! Exams are over. 2nd quarter is over. Yay! Oh and hello 3rd quarter. Gosh. Just one more quarter left and we're off to college. Everything is really fast right now. Pssh. As if that's something new.=P Tell me something I don't know.

I feel kind of liberated right now since exams are over and I don't have much to do. Well, at least as of now. I can still feel hell week coming back in just a few days. For one, our exam results will be released tomorrow. Oh the joy! It's just been 3 days since our quarterly exams started. Screw Scantron! I know I have studied hard enough but sometimes life is just really trying to... play with me. Dang. I'm not yet prepared to see my grades especially in Physics. *sighs* Second is we still have to pass some requirements in some of our subjects: IP (Investigatory Project) for our Physics and that canvas ~~crap~~ for THE. I am so not good in art I tell you. I can't create a masterpiece. I just create...disaster. Damn. I'm feeling so stressed again. I know I shouldn't be looking for problems like these but I can't help it. Damn! Damn! Damn! And what sucks is that our sembreak will be late this year. :| It will be our annual school fair on October 23-25. Before, our sembreak was right after the school fair. But this time, we still have to go to school on the 27th (Monday) and 28th(Tuesday). :| Drat. I just don't get the point why we still have to go to school for 2 days? Why can't we just have a break for one full week? :| Will they miss us that much? LOL. I'm kidding. :)) But anyway, it really sucks. :| This is one of the reasons why I want to be in college already cos college students get to have a longer semestral break.

Oh and btw, before I forget, I got an award!

This award was given to my by Cez. Thank you dear! IMY too. :>

Once accepting this award, the rules are as follow:
1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3. Nominate 10 other blogs.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

But boohoo. I can't nominate 10 other blogs since I only know a few fellow bloggers.They're like only 4 or 5. I lost the link of some people before. So yea, I'll just edit this when I find the complete 10 blogs. :)

Believe In Me

2008-10-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

No, I won't listen to them anymore. I won't get carried away by what they say. I won't get carried by their emotions either. I will have my own stand. I will have my own thoughts. I will have my own voice. I decide how I should act and I shall not be afraid of what others might think and say, as long as I am not stepping on anyone.

All my life, I feel like I've always been following someone else's rules. Like how I should act, feel or simply, how I should be. But it's wrong. Very wrong. It only makes things even worse. It's about time I make my own rules and follow what my heart says.

I ~~have to~~ believe in me.

Twilight Series is <3

2008-10-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

Yay! It's October! :D

I'm finally done reading the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. As in all the 4 books! Twilight was the best! New Moon was...depressing. Eclipse and Breaking Dawn were good. So now that I'm done with the book, I can't wait for the movie! I think it will be shown on November 21. Yay! 1 month to go! Haha.

I really am excited for the movie! I can't wait to hear Bella's Lullaby. I mean, the official one. Unfortunately, the lullaby that I've been babbling about a month ago is not really the official one. It's real title is "River Flows In You". I was really hoping that it's the official lullaby cos it sounds really good. :> It's actually my favorite. I can even play it on piano. Well, just a bit actually. XD And I thank my classmate, Jeazelle for that one cos she was the one who taught me.

So I was browsing Jonwire awhile ago and I saw the song "Decode" by Paramore and it's the official soundtrack of the movie. I'm downloading it as of now. Well, I bet it's nice. :>

Monday. Tuesday. WEDNESDAY.

2008-09-29T19:18:00.002+08:00

How I wish life could be like the movie "Click". Even for just a little while. Please let it be Wednesday already.

TICK-TOCK

2008-09-22T17:35:00.003+08:00

Around 2 weeks from now, 2nd quarter is almost over. And from the way I see it, I still feel that nothing much has changed. I'm still the same old mediocre girl I am. I just really feel so bad for myself that I always settle for something that is just an okay. No wonder I don't get any honor awards anymore.

I remember telling myself a few weeks before the school year started: "Of the 4 years of my existence in MCHS, I want to make a change. I want to be an honor student! Even if it's just for one quarter, it would really make me happy."

2nd quarter's almost over and...nothing's happening. For once in my life, I just want to stop dreaming. I'm so so so so tired already! I WANT TO LIVE THE DREAM this time.

I just don't want to be limited anymore. I want to do everything I can while there's time. I just don't want one day to come wherein I have a lot of regrets.

Keep Holding On

2008-09-16T22:42:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah. Just great. School's starting to be hell once again. I hate it. I hate the damn pressure! Deadlines here and deadlines there. Deadlines EVERYWHERE! God. I bet I won't even get to spend the weekends the way they're supposed to be spent. We have a lot of effin projects. And one of them might actually risk our lives. :|

Pfft.

Please. Help me hold onto something.

To Go Or Not To Go?

2008-09-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

Ugh! I'm so confused. I'm still thinking if I should go to my NGO tomorrow or not. I know I should start as early as possible but I really feel so lazy. Boo. :|

Dang. It's a Sunday tomorrow. I haven't attended the choir for so long already and I miss them so damn much. I don't even know if I would still be able to come back or not. :( Especially now that my NGO and choir are in the same time slot.

Camp Rock

2008-09-09T20:07:00.005+08:00

Finally! I was able to watch Camp Rock already. I was really looking forward to it because I downloaded the soundtrack at http://jonwire.blogspot.com and I really found the songs great, so I also thought that the movie would be a good one. I have waited for it like 2 months and the wait was worth it. I loved it! And gosh, I think I'm crushing on Joe Jonas. Haha.

Anyway, back on the movie...

There's not really much of the kilig factor. It's more of an inspirational movie for me. I could relate to Mitchie (Demi Lovato) a lot. I love music very much! If I'd be given the chance, I'd like to sing infront of the crowd just like what she did in the movie. But the problem is that I'm very shy.

*sigh* Oh well.

The movie is a lot better than HSM for me especially the soundtrack. Although I have to say, HSM is the best when it comes to dancing and choreography.

Well, that's all for now. I have to log out. I still have to study for my Econ quiz. T___T

**credits to http://wikipedia.org for the pic.

I Want My Own Lullaby Too.

2008-09-02T21:21:00.003+08:00

Damn it. Edward Cullen, why do you have to be so perfect?! ~~And why do you have to be Bella's?~~

Gosh. I fell in love with "Bella's Lullaby" I really enjoy listening to it. Well at least for a change, it's instrumental. Haha. When I get to have my own boyfriend, how I wish he could make me a lullaby. It's just really sweet. :>

Dang. I can't really wait to see Twilight the movie.

***credits to vball*Lover from flicker.com for the poster.

New Layout

2008-08-30T16:38:00.004+08:00

So yea, I changed the layout of my blog. I got it from http://blogskins.com
Well, as you can see, I have a new cbox. So if you want link exchange, feel free to post there. Well, as you can see, I lost some of the links of my fellow bloggers and friends. The comment link is also not visible in this layout. I really can't find a way to make it come out. If ever you want to comment to one of my posts, just post it in the cbox also. (:

Well I don't have much to blog about yet, so that's all! ^_____^

Goodbye My Friends?

2008-08-27T20:16:00.005+08:00

Friends forever?...I guess not. True friends are really rare to find. I thought I had the ~~perfect~~ set of friends already but I was wrong. Too bad our friendship now is not working out. It's 2 vs. 2. No matter how hard we try to reach out to them, we just end up looking like silly fools. Things have really changed. A LOT. That's the direction they chose and we chose to go to a different one.

Well, maybe this goodbye for us already.

Imperfection Guaranteed

2008-08-19T21:15:00.006+08:00

I try but it's so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see where you see.
I try, I try, I try.

I'm so sorry but I can't be what you want me to be. You know that I can't be perfect. But I'm still trying my darn best just to make you guys happy. I'm just really sorry if I keep on disappointing you guys with my failures. I really am.

Life Is A Highway

2008-08-18T19:02:00.003+08:00

It's been quite awhile since I last blogged here. It was exam week last week and the week before it was hell week. I'm glad I survived...well, at least I think I did. Exam results were given right after the last day of our exam. Geez. Thanks a lot to Scantron. That's why no more holidays after exams. Before, teachers checked our paper "manually" as they call it but then as I have said Scantron machine came. That's why it's more convenient for them now and we will get our exam results quicker. My exam results were okay except for one subject: PHYSICS. Oh yes, say hello to my new best friend. Seriously, I don't know what happened. I believe I studied hard already. I studied earlier. I stayed away from the computer until exams were over. Well, if I ever I used it, I didn't stay long. I even had myself tutored already but still...I got a low grade. :|

Some people told me that I shouldn't be really bothered by my grades cos they're just numbers. Some have said that they're just "stars and dots" and they're not the ones that makes me as a person. I am aware that they're true and it does make me feel better in a way but then the thing is, I am a graduating student and just like any other student, I don't want to fail. Of course, I want to graduate high school the normal way. I don't want to be placed under academic probation or whatever you call it. I'm sorry but I couldn't help but feel so grade conscious nowadays.

I don't know what I should do anymore. I feel that I already did my best but with what's happening to me now, does it mean that it's not yet my best shot?

Do I still have to try harder?

**credits to fallinginpanic from Deviantart for the pic.

Random

2008-08-05T19:44:00.003+08:00

Okay. So I can't really think of a better title for this entry. I'm still too soupified since I took the UPCAT last Saturday. Anyway, speaking of the UPCAT. It was okay but I really hated the Math part. T__T I wasn't able to finish it. No matter how I try to love Math, it really doesn't like me. Pfft. Anyway, the UPCAT results will be released sometime February 2009. So we will see then if I have passed or not.

I really had fun during that Saturday because aside from getting the UPCAT over with, I saw Kyla, my best friend, at McDo Katipunan, while I was waiting for Jess. We're going to eat lunch kasi eh. Anyway, I was really happy cos after four years, we saw each other again. She was with her mom and brother. Kyla's mom treated me for lunch. And as for Kyla and I, we spent the time catching up with one another's life.

Anyway, enough for the happy days...

Hell week is up this week. So probably no blog updates until next week. And could you do me a favor please? Please pray that I won't get lazy while I'm studying for my quarterly exams. Right now, I am depressed with my grades. I don't know what's happening to me. :|

UPCATUPCATUPCAT

2008-07-31T21:14:00.003+08:00

Oh crap! UPCAT is just 2 days away and I'm very nervous. I'll be taking it on Saturday, 6:30am. Wow! First batch.*please note the sarcasm* Luckily, our school declared a holiday for us seniors tomorrow. So yea, we don't have classes. Hooray!

Gosh. I'm supposed to be studying now but I'm too "soupified" to do that. That's why I thought I'd blog first. Posting in my blog makes me feel better. So please forgive me if I rant too much. (:

Pressure

2008-07-30T22:34:00.003+08:00

Okay. Breathe in...Breathe out...

You can handle it, Lis. You'll get through it.

~~Pressure is a normal thing in high school. Get used to it!~~

Remember, just one at a time... ONE AT A TIME.

Time, where did you go?

2008-07-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

Chantal Kreviazuk

It's my favorite song. The title is "Time" by Chantal Kreviazuk. It's a nice song. I thought I'd share it with you guys. :) I got the video from Myspace TV videos.

Letting Go

2008-07-24T18:15:00.011+08:00

And I promise myself that I shall never look back that way again. I know I should have done this a long time ago since I've been through this for like a thousand times already. But unfortunately...I always fail. Why? Maybe it's because I'm always scared of what people might think of me. I know it's not supposed to be that way but there's this part of me that's... always holding me back. I end up having regrets most of the time since I let the opportunities that I could grab just pass me by.

Seriously, I should let it go and start over already. I really mean it this time. I shouldn't be stressed about those things anymore. It's something I could not change anymore. It happened already. I don't want to live a life full of regrets.

As much as I'd like things to be smooth and easy, I'm not counting on it. Nobody ever said that life is easy...so is letting go.

But I know, I'll get there someday.

** credits to ~poop-art from Deviantart for the picture

Changes

2008-07-22T17:54:00.004+08:00

So... What can you say about my new layout? Well... okay, so it's not really new since I only changed the colors. It's still the same layout. Anyway, does is it look okay? Or is the old one better? If you want to say something about it, just hit the 'COMMENT' button. (:

And if you have also noticed, I've added one picture of a guy, the picture before David Archuleta and David Cook. Haha. His name is Beau Mirchoff. Isn't he hot? :)) Haha! Well, well. He's my new inspiration. LOL. If you have watched Scary Movie 4, then you might have seen him already. He played the role of Robbie Ryan in the movie, the son of Tom Ryan (portrayed by Craig Bierko).

Anyway, I don't have much to blog about yet. So, I'll log out first and do my homework before I forget them. =P

One Surprising Friday

2008-07-19T18:52:00.009+08:00

I was pretty exhausted for the past few days. Yea, school is really tiring.:P Projects are starting to pile up here and there, the University of the Philippines College Admission Test (UPCAT) is already nearing, as well as our 1st quarterly exams. *sigh* It's only now that I'm starting to feel like a senior high school student.

Anyway, once again, it was my favorite day yesterday: Friday. Well, it was a tiring but fun day since we had our shooting for our Economics project. We started around 2pm-6pm at Prince David's Condominium. We have to do a music video that is related to our lessons in Economics. Our group imitated F4. =)) Well, only 4 of us acted and I was the one who played Vaness.:| Nuff said. Gosh! I just want to cringe under my chair when our video presentation will be shown in class. Don't get me wrong though. I'm not an anti-F4 nor am I an avid fan. It's just that it really felt awkward for me to act it out. Well you know, being the shy girl that I am. =P Anyway, my groupmates and I tried to do our best. We just hope that it will have a good outcome.

After our shoot, my groupmates and I hanged out at National Bookstore Katipunan. It was fun! Haha. I was with Micah, Kara and Olivia. Oh wait. Olivia left earlier, so it was just me, Kara, Micah.

So yea, we were roaming around the store when we stumbled into the "astrology stuff" section. We were trying to read one another's...(Err, what do you call it?)..."fate". It was really fun. At least we were able to relax and unwind in a way. (:

After around 20 minutes, Kara and Micah left. So, it was just me. I left NBS and went to McDo Katips since my brother told me that he will fetch me there. He also asked me to buy him a drink cos he was really thirsty. Actually, I did not have any plan to go to McDo anymore since I was avoiding to spend my money. Anyway, I already gave in to my brother's request since he will pay me back. =P See? I can be a good sister. Haha.

While I was lining up, there were 3 guys infront of me. I didn't know if they were lining up or what so I approached the guy who was near me.

Me: Excuse me? Nakapila ka ba?

He turned to look at me and I was surprised to see him again.

Him: *shakes his head* No.

That him I'm talking about is actually my ex-crush, Miguel. Surprising isn't it? Haha. Anyway, just a short history. You see, I had a crush on him when I was in 1st year high school while he was 2nd year high school at ADMU.

So anyway, I had the guts to mention his name here since first of all this is my blog. Second, I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM ANYMORE and lastly, he won't be able to read this anyway since he doesn't know this blog of mine. Haha. And besides, I know he won't care anyway. I'm sure he's got other important things to do rather than read this blog. :>

Anyway, it was just weird though cos I felt "butterflies" all over me while we were looking at one another. I felt that it took some time to register in our systems that we know one another since we were both quiet and looking at each other for like 5 seconds. =))

After awhile, I think when it already "registered" in our systems that we know one another, we said 'hi' to another. I was not supposed to say something anymore since he was already about to turn back but then my mouth began to move.

Me: Saan ka na nag-aaral?

Miguel: *points outside* Ateneo pa rin.

Me: *nods* Ahh.

And that was it for our short conversation. We both went our separate ways already. I saw him going to another line while I waited for my turn in my line.

Just in time, my brother arrived after I ordered the coke and fries. Thank God I did not wait for too long anymore. :P

Oh and Thank God also since nothing "bad" happened that day. You see, there was this text message that spread a few weeks ago saying that a magnitude 8 earthquake will hit the Philippines on July 18,2008 and it was July 18,2008 yesterday. Nothing happened. Whew!

But you see, I didn't really believe it in the first place but still, it's just freaky to hear or think about it.

Whoever started that text message is a...mean jerk! :|

The Funny Things

2008-07-14T21:11:00.005+08:00

Isn't it funny when you can't stop thinking about someone all day long when that someone doesn't even care about you at all?

Isn't it funny to think that you know this certain person's full name (yes, even the middle name.) even when that person doesn't even remember your name?

Isn't it funny to think that you know every little action of that person when that person doesn't even notice your existence?

And isn't it funny to think that you're still hoping for something more to happen even when you know that that person is already happy in someone else's arms?

***
Okay. So that was very random. Does it sound bitter? Haha. Well, maybe I just got carried away by my emotions. Something's just bothering me. (And just to make things clear, it's not about my love life.) It's more about friendship but I don't know why I came up with such composition.

Anyway, I'm just hoping that this feeling would pass.As much as possible, I don't really want to put up a fight with a friend cos I'm not used to it and I just don't really like fighting.

**credits to ~Vir4ello from Deviantart for the picture.

A Mistake

2008-07-10T18:21:00.002+08:00

Finally! It's a Thursday. The weekend is almost here. Yay! Anyway, I wasn't supposed to blog something long today but I just would like to share something. It's a bit embarrassing but yea, at least I learned something for the day.

Awhile ago after PE class, Eggy and I were about to leave the covered court already when Ms. Lesaca, our PE teacher, approached me. She handed me the ID and fan that is owned by one of my classmates.

Eggy: Ano iyan?

Me: Naiwan ni Kara, mga stuffs niya.

Eggy: Stuffs? Baka you mean stuff.

Me: Huh? Stuffs naman talaga diba?

Eggy: You don't put 's' sa stuff. It's already in plural form. Plural na nga lalagyan mo pa ng 's'. *laughs*

Me: Oh. Ganun ba iyon? Shocks! Ngayon ko lang nalaman iyon.

Eggy: Last year pa kaya iyon... Haha. Just like in homework, you don't say homeworks.

I just nodded at what she said. And then suddenly, something hit me in the head. (Please do not take that one literally. =)))

I suddenly remembered my username in Multiply, thesearemystuffs.

Damn! It sounds so wrong doesn't it? =)) I have been using that account since I was in first year high school or I think, grade 7. And I have only realized that mistake awhile ago.

I consider making a new account there but I'll still think about it. =P
***
Anyway, today's the day.

HAPPY 1ST BLOG ANNIVERSARY TO SIMPLISSITY.BLOGSPOT.COM :)

Bumming Around

2008-07-09T19:01:00.004+08:00

Well, here I am bumming around instead of reading the selection for my English homework. It's not going to take long anyway.

Grace, a friend of mine from teentalk IM-ed me and asked me to put her badge anywhere on my blog. So here it goes:

And there it is! Visit her blog if you have time. :>
***
Gosh. This day was pretty tiring. Today's Wednesday and we had our clubs awhile ago. My job as Circulations Manager already began and it was okay but crazy at the same time. I don't know. Maybe I'm just saying this because it's my first time to be in such position. Anyway, I asked my co-members to bear with me for awhile as I adjust.

It will just take time. I know it will.