Innocuous World

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Oh Crap! :|

Grr... I'm starting to hate my life again. Lapit na ang bigayan ng report cards and please, someone shoot me! :| Geom and Chem. THANK YOU! Ok. Enough said. Bow. >____<

Friday, August 3, 2007

Retreat and Back to Reality

Wow! I'm back from our retreat last August 1 and 2. It was indeed fun and meaningful. Nag-stay kami sa Maryhill. It's a retreat house somewhere in Taytay, Rizal. Maganda iyong place lalo na sa gabi. Overview looking.(Imma post the pics soon in my Multiply site.=])

As I have said, the retreat was fun and meaningful. Theme namin was "A Walk With Mary". I've realized a lot of things lalo na iyong mga pagkukulang ko not only sa ibang tao but lalo na kay God. May activity kami dun na pinakinig kami sa isang song. The title was "Empty Space". Habang nakikinig kami, maraming naiyak at isa ako dun. Di ko napigilan kasi tinatamaan talaga ako dun sa mga sinasabi ng song. I know for the past few weeks, stressed and depressed ako and na-realize ko na I haven't been praying to God lately. I kept on complaining and complaining and it didn't even cross my mind that there's God whom I can talk too. I mean, there is God waiting for me to approach Him but di ko man lang naisipan gawin iyon. Well if ever I would pray to Him, natutulugan ko naman Siya. I know it's bad but hey, di ko naman sinasadyang gawin iyon.

After listening to the song, we were given to have some moment of silence. I sat down in a bench facing the overview looking area. There, I reflected and I told God everything I wanted to tell Him and I felt better.

I'm really thankful that I was given a chance to have this retreat. If it weren't for this retreat, I wouldn't have a change of heart. <3

Anyways, now, it's back to reality once again. Exams, here I come! Grabe! Buti na lang walang pasok ngayon. Kasi kung may pasok kami then may Geom LT kami and kagagaling lang naman namin sa retreat kahapon. So, kumusta naman iyon? Di pa kami nakakapagaral masyado.:P Anyways, yea, exams na next week. Nakakaasar nga lang din ngayon kasi, iniwan ko sa school iyong Chem book ko, Noli and Social book ko. >___< Iniwan ko muna siya last Tuesday kasi di na kasya sa bag ko. Masikip na. So I thought na iuuwi ko na lang on Friday since noong time na iyon, di pa naman dinedeclare ng Malacañang na walang pasok ng Friday. Actually, last Wednesday lang siya na-declare so, ayun, wala na akong magagwa. Pero buti na lang, nauwi ko iyong Geom book ko, kasi alam ko naman na dun ko talaga kailangang mag-focus ngayon. So, yea, I guess, I'm gonna be Semi-Hiatus starting tomorrow. Aral-aral muna. ^_______^

Oh crap! May Chem Long Test and projects pa nga pala kami na due on August 13! :|

God! Please help me!