Monday. Tuesday. WEDNESDAY.

How I wish life could be like the movie "Click". Even for just a little while. Please let it be Wednesday already.

TICK-TOCK

Around 2 weeks from now, 2nd quarter is almost over. And from the way I see it, I still feel that nothing much has changed. I'm still the same old mediocre girl I am. I just really feel so bad for myself that I always settle for something that is just an okay. No wonder I don't get any honor awards anymore.

I remember telling myself a few weeks before the school year started: "Of the 4 years of my existence in MCHS, I want to make a change. I want to be an honor student! Even if it's just for one quarter, it would really make me happy."

2nd quarter's almost over and...nothing's happening. For once in my life, I just want to stop dreaming. I'm so so so so tired already! I WANT TO LIVE THE DREAM this time.

I just don't want to be limited anymore. I want to do everything I can while there's time. I just don't want one day to come wherein I have a lot of regrets.

Keep Holding On

Oh yeah. Just great. School's starting to be hell once again. I hate it. I hate the damn pressure! Deadlines here and deadlines there. Deadlines EVERYWHERE! God. I bet I won't even get to spend the weekends the way they're supposed to be spent. We have a lot of effin projects. And one of them might actually risk our lives. :|

Pfft.

Please. Help me hold onto something.

To Go Or Not To Go?

Ugh! I'm so confused. I'm still thinking if I should go to my NGO tomorrow or not. I know I should start as early as possible but I really feel so lazy. Boo. :|

Dang. It's a Sunday tomorrow. I haven't attended the choir for so long already and I miss them so damn much. I don't even know if I would still be able to come back or not. :( Especially now that my NGO and choir are in the same time slot.

Camp Rock

Finally! I was able to watch Camp Rock already. I was really looking forward to it because I downloaded the soundtrack at http://jonwire.blogspot.com and I really found the songs great, so I also thought that the movie would be a good one. I have waited for it like 2 months and the wait was worth it. I loved it! And gosh, I think I'm crushing on Joe Jonas. Haha.

Anyway, back on the movie...

There's not really much of the kilig factor. It's more of an inspirational movie for me. I could relate to Mitchie (Demi Lovato) a lot. I love music very much! If I'd be given the chance, I'd like to sing infront of the crowd just like what she did in the movie. But the problem is that I'm very shy.

*sigh* Oh well.

The movie is a lot better than HSM for me especially the soundtrack. Although I have to say, HSM is the best when it comes to dancing and choreography.

Well, that's all for now. I have to log out. I still have to study for my Econ quiz. T___T

**credits to http://wikipedia.org for the pic.

I Want My Own Lullaby Too.

Damn it. Edward Cullen, why do you have to be so perfect?! And why do you have to be Bella's?

Gosh. I fell in love with "Bella's Lullaby" I really enjoy listening to it. Well at least for a change, it's instrumental. Haha. When I get to have my own boyfriend, how I wish he could make me a lullaby. It's just really sweet. :>

Dang. I can't really wait to see Twilight the movie.

***credits to vball*Lover from flicker.com for the poster.