Time Out

So, it's officially 12:14am as I'm typing this sentence.

It's already Saturday. Finally! It's the weekend once again.

Anyway, I really had fun yesterday (Friday) even if my day did not really have a good start. :| And it's all because of the ACET form.

Last Thursday night, I asked my dad's permission through text if I could take the ACET and luckily, he said yes. Of course, I was very happy then.

And then, morning came. Before we leave for school, I went up to him to kiss him goodbye and to ask for P500 for the ACET form. But then, he didn't give me the P500. So yea, this was the part where he changed his mind. And to be honest, I really got pissed. The reason why he changed his mind was because of my mom. He told me that she didn't want me to take the ACET. And I was like 'WTF?!' But of course, I didn't say that out loud.

Anyway, that really annoyed me because that is just so UNFAIR! This might sound a bit harsh but sorry to say, I'm the one who is going to study and not her! Okay, I know my parents are the ones who is sending me to school...but come on! I mean, it's my life! Can't I be the one to control it?I know they just want the best life for me but then I have my own decisons as well. They want me to be a mature and independent person.But how could I be mature and independent if they're doing this to me? =( And the sad thing is that they don't trust me with the decisions I make, especially my mom. She says it's always palpak. Hay. Well, at least now I have decided to take up Nursing. It's what they wanted me to take in the first place. I didn't really like it before. I originally wanted to take up Communications Arts or Psychology but during the summer, I changed my mind and I realized that Nursing isn't bad after all. As I say it, I had a change of heart. =P

So going back to what I was saying, I just really find it unfair. It's like I can't decide on my own :| Lucky for them cos they have finally convinced me to take up Nursing but then, I still want to try out for my other choices. There's nothing wrong with that right?

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to convince my dad to say yes again that's why I went to school with a heavy heart. Well, I'm not really mad...but I was really disappointed. I know it's kind of shallow to get disappointed with something like that but that's how I really feel. I just really feel that I've been deprived of my right to decide on my own. I even got teary-eyed cos I was really hoping for it and nothing happened. Good thing my mom didn't see me with teary eyes. She's the one who drove me and my little sister to school.

Since I really got affected by this 'issue', I wasn't able to focus in our first Trigo quiz. I was able to answer itnaman but then I missed out on 2 items cos I didn't notice the one that was written on the board that was supposed to be written at the back of our quiz paper. And then I interchanged something that's why my answer there is already wrong. Great. :| I'm just hoping that I won't fail my first quiz. Please! I'm trying to change here. I WANT TO HAVE A GOOD START!

Anyway, I started to forget about it during our second period and onwards. (Or at least I was trying to forget about it.)

Moving on to the part that made my day. =)

It was a Friday so our regular dismissal was 12:40pm. After our Electives Orientation, we went to Sicilian to celebrate Olivia/Susa's sweet 16th birthday. XD She treated us for lunch and it was so fun! (THANKS SUSA! :D)

Here are some pics. (Got it from Kyle's Multiply)

(The one wearing the cap is the birthday girl. XD Haha.)

So yea, as I have said for the nth time, it was really FUN. It made me forget about the 'issue'. =) We stayed there from 1pm until around 4:30pm. Haha!

Well, on the brighter side of my 'issue', even if my mom did not want me to take the ACET, at least she allowed me to go out with my friends today. =P