New Layout

So yea, I changed the layout of my blog. I got it from http://blogskins.com
Well, as you can see, I have a new cbox. So if you want link exchange, feel free to post there. Well, as you can see, I lost some of the links of my fellow bloggers and friends. The comment link is also not visible in this layout. I really can't find a way to make it come out. If ever you want to comment to one of my posts, just post it in the cbox also. (:

Well I don't have much to blog about yet, so that's all! ^_____^

Goodbye My Friends?

Friends forever?...I guess not. True friends are really rare to find. I thought I had the perfect set of friends already but I was wrong. Too bad our friendship now is not working out. It's 2 vs. 2. No matter how hard we try to reach out to them, we just end up looking like silly fools. Things have really changed. A LOT. That's the direction they chose and we chose to go to a different one.

Well, maybe this goodbye for us already.

Imperfection Guaranteed

I try but it's so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see where you see.
I try, I try, I try.

I'm so sorry but I can't be what you want me to be. You know that I can't be perfect. But I'm still trying my darn best just to make you guys happy. I'm just really sorry if I keep on disappointing you guys with my failures. I really am.

Life Is A Highway

It's been quite awhile since I last blogged here. It was exam week last week and the week before it was hell week. I'm glad I survived...well, at least I think I did. Exam results were given right after the last day of our exam. Geez. Thanks a lot to Scantron. That's why no more holidays after exams. Before, teachers checked our paper "manually" as they call it but then as I have said Scantron machine came. That's why it's more convenient for them now and we will get our exam results quicker. My exam results were okay except for one subject: PHYSICS. Oh yes, say hello to my new best friend. Seriously, I don't know what happened. I believe I studied hard already. I studied earlier. I stayed away from the computer until exams were over. Well, if I ever I used it, I didn't stay long. I even had myself tutored already but still...I got a low grade. :|

Some people told me that I shouldn't be really bothered by my grades cos they're just numbers. Some have said that they're just "stars and dots" and they're not the ones that makes me as a person. I am aware that they're true and it does make me feel better in a way but then the thing is, I am a graduating student and just like any other student, I don't want to fail. Of course, I want to graduate high school the normal way. I don't want to be placed under academic probation or whatever you call it. I'm sorry but I couldn't help but feel so grade conscious nowadays.

I don't know what I should do anymore. I feel that I already did my best but with what's happening to me now, does it mean that it's not yet my best shot?

Do I still have to try harder?

**credits to fallinginpanic from Deviantart for the pic.

Random

Okay. So I can't really think of a better title for this entry. I'm still too soupified since I took the UPCAT last Saturday. Anyway, speaking of the UPCAT. It was okay but I really hated the Math part. T__T I wasn't able to finish it. No matter how I try to love Math, it really doesn't like me. Pfft. Anyway, the UPCAT results will be released sometime February 2009. So we will see then if I have passed or not.

I really had fun during that Saturday because aside from getting the UPCAT over with, I saw Kyla, my best friend, at McDo Katipunan, while I was waiting for Jess. We're going to eat lunch kasi eh. Anyway, I was really happy cos after four years, we saw each other again. She was with her mom and brother. Kyla's mom treated me for lunch. And as for Kyla and I, we spent the time catching up with one another's life.

Anyway, enough for the happy days...

Hell week is up this week. So probably no blog updates until next week. And could you do me a favor please? Please pray that I won't get lazy while I'm studying for my quarterly exams. Right now, I am depressed with my grades. I don't know what's happening to me. :|